four years.

Kinda really exicted for this up coming week. Ben and I get to spend the whole week with my cousins, while my aunt and uncle got away for there anniversary! its gonna be alot of fun. i love spend time with those boys. and i am really exicted that ben is on vacation with me too..

Now something esle that ive been thinking about, and that is ben and i. and how much i love him. the last few days, every time i look at him- i get those butterfly in my stomach as if it was the first time he was looking at me. and i get all giddy like i did when we first met. i guess its a good thing that i feel that way still after four years...


[ben and i back in 2006... this was our first picture together. ]

[this is us now.. almost four years later.. and we are just as much[if not more] in love than we were in the picture above.]

Ben and mines four year anniversary is coming on on october 23rd. i cant beleive its gonna be four years. man does time fly. we have been through sooo much. It has made us soo strong. We dealt with people doubting us- saying we arent gonna make it. that we will end up in divorce a year into our marriage... well man- we prove every single one of them WRONG. we are together. soo much in love. and it kinda feels good to sit there and say look... we ARE together STILL. it hasnt been a easy thing.. we had our struggles. but like i said before.. its made our relationship stronger. i will be soo lost without him. benjamin James kraemer.. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER. YOU AND ME. US AGAINST THE WORLD. <3>