Benjamin James<3

Benjamin James Kraemer*
Yes, that is my lovely husband of mine, behind optimpus Prime. [transformer for all who didnt know that was.] he is sooo cute, we were at his cousins bday party and he got that for a present, and ben was in heaven- so i had to take it. i think its one of my fav. pictures of him cause it just shows how much of a big kid he really is. him and his transformers. =]

I Love this man from the bottom of my heart, and God has really blessed me with such a GREAT man- he really did know what he was doing when i asked him to put the perfect man in my life. Even when i thought the man i wanted to be with was around, and i prayed every night for him to make it work, He knew what he was doing- all the heartache, and tears- lead me straight to ben. as the song goes "god bless the broken road-that lead me straight to you." cause that he did. every heartbreak, every tear drop i ever cried for any other boy- i would never take back, cause it brought to Benjamin. and i am thankful for him everyday.

He really is everything i wanted in a husband. he caring, senstive, FAITHFUL, adoring, hardworking , respectful person- that is sooo madly in love with me. and he just amazing. i mean we have our momments where its just hard to deal with- but not every person and every marriage is perfect. and marriage isnt easy- and if someone told you that it is, Doesnt really know. cause its HARD. its work, but its the BEST work if the two people are willing to try. and have a understanding for each other.

i have had a hard childhood, and dealing with it now at 23 is taking alot. im trying to find who i am as an adult. and letting go of the baggage that has been weighing me down for 23 years, and while im doing that, ben has and still is sticking by my side, being there for me every step of the way. and being so understading with it. that i am thankful for too. cause there alot. =] but im finally learning to not let it control me, and to move past it- and take what i learn in my life, and what i want for MY LIFE, and what i DONT want for my life. and im learning on becoming a better wife too. =]

so ya im a real lucky girl i think. =] I Love You Ben! <3