all closed up.

Oh my word...
this week and next week are just hectic weeks.. from monday-wed we were non stop help my brother and his girlfriend clean and move.and we were going on like 3 hours of sleep working like 14 hours straight monday and tuesday. and than yesterday we went to walmart and we helped them with the blinds and help them set up there new tv. and its just been a non stop go this week and next week just gonna be the same, expect maybe not [HOPEFULLY] as hard as it was here.

but ya we are signing our lease on monday- i know it went from august 1st, to the 30th to now the 27th. but thats ok.. i want to be in there. i want that place of our OWN!! i want that place to just call home. i mean living at home, its great and i love seeing my mom all the time, but im a married 23 year old woman- and this just doesnt feel like "home" to me anymore. i mean i lived here from the ages of 18-22, so in a sense it will always be home to me- but not home home, i just feel like a nositese to some people here, and i just dont wanna feel that way. i want a place of my OWN. my own place i can decorate, and have it set up my way. and come christmas time- i can decorate for christmas- have my own tree. and decorate it. all that kinda stuff. and with ben.

ive been on my own for a good two years now. and to come back to your moms house after two years, its hard- cause you have to remember what its like to live with other people again.
anyways all i can say is i sooo exicited to start moving monday! =] cause monday is gonna be cleaning day for sure! =]